Okay guys Im better than last night. A lot better, don't worry. I got to flute rehearsal and they made fun of me- I went to the bathroom and cried (they didn't know about that part) but it really made me feel better about everything. Maybe they noticed how much they (meaning my father and flute teacher) were getting to me cuz they stopped. Yea I walk in and suddenly Mrs. Sampson is telling me how I have a huge attitude and that I should realize that this was going to be like the rest of my life. My father then blamed me for forgetting her check, even though when I tried to put the check in this bag we were taking to Janese's my dad wouldn't let me. So yea, I got lots of shit for stuff that I wasn't even doing- the attitude thing was because this other kid had shown up at the same time as me because his mother apparently forgot that they had scheduled for 10 not 11, and when Mrs. Sampson told the kid she had even called his house to see where he was he snapped back "you've got my mom's CELL phone number too." So of course I guess BOTH of us had to have attitudes because he was being a jackass. When I actually started playing the flute it was better, and after we had finished going over the piece Mrs. Sampson and I had a nice long talk about everything that happened yesterday and she made me feel a lot better about it. Yay for flute teacher/therapist! So then I went to the gym and did an extra good workout for the beach on Monday :) and so I guess i'll actually wear the 2 piece I bought. After that I drove with Pam to the mall to get a father's day present, a frame for my grandmother and a 4th shirt for my 4th bottoms. I got this battle of the bands T-shirt I had looked at when I was shopping with Dena but didn't actually buy because the one I had picked out didn't have a price on it and I was lazy. Anyways, I got my dad some AWESOME stuff! South Park magnets, plus a Cartman antennae topper- also, and the COOLEST thing- BUTTERS DOLL!!!!!! Captain Chaos!!!!!!! I couldn't BELIEVE it when I saw it! I was in line about to buy him this Simpson's BBQ apron that said "oooo flamey" on it, which was okay and not great, when out of the corner of my eye I see it. I gasped and ran over! It was the ONLY one they had, and it was over stuffed in a corner. Thank you SO much Suncoast! Oh yea and when Pam and I were in Spencers this guy behind the counter had one of those air gun things where you can shoot gusts of concentrated air at people- okay so it made us look like a dork when he whapped us with air and we had NO idea where the hell it was coming from. We looked SO stupid. And then he did it again so we could see who did it. It was SO stupid! So after that I dropped Pam off and as I was driving home (this is ALL in the Matrix might I add, and I haven't died yet, so it's a good thing!) this guy leans out of his car at a stoplight and started asking me questions about the car. It was really funny- he wasn't trying to hit on me or anything, he was just asking how it drives and whether it had a lot of room or not. I answered all his questions and told him everything I knew about the car, then the light turned green. Okay so that brings you up to date on my day so far, I think I've got nothing really planned for tonight, maybe i'll call christina (who should be having fun in NJ right now) and see how she's doing. I hope she likes that damn CD player! Okay i might write more tonight, we'll see

-Lara