So, let me reiterate the fact that i want to go home. Home nowwwwwww. I'm sitting in my room not doing anything, and i haven't done anything but sit on the computer and watch a movie since 4. that's 7 hours. That's semi-scary. I need to go out and do stuff, but i don't feel like it when i'm here. I think it's cuz my room is so messy, maybe i should go clean it. But that takes effort that i don't have. Oh well, i'll go work on my homework now, especially since i should be going to bed in 40 minutes anyway. I don't want to go to bed. How come everyone else is on spring break and not me. I can't wait to go home and see everybody! I'm leaving at 6 sharp on thursday, and i'll be around all friday saturday and part of sunday before i have to go back. Yippee!!!!

-Lara

PS happy bday Gavi...he's officially 6. (or 21, if you ask him...we differ in opinion)

since i don't feel like writing things about my life because that would be wayyyy too much to put down right now, so i'm gonna do the song game again...here goes

1) "the best things in afterlife are free"

2) "squatting bare assed on the ground eating rice from a bowl, with a towel on their head and maybe a bone in their nose"

3) "sometimes the whole wide world demands her, even the people who can't stand her- everybody loves jill"

4) "i can't wait till the future gets here"

5) "she's so demure that it's no surprise, when i tell her i love her she just closes her eyes"

6) "hate to love and love to hate her, like a broken record player"

7) "there's a world inside a world that's not okay, oh just stop"

8) "who knows what all these new drugs do- i guess to have no more fears, but still i always end up in tears"

9) "And with all you got in ya boys, dig up Virginia boys"

10) "They say life is just an instant, just a bubble in a glass- i say who told you that bullshit and you can kiss my ass"

11) "Looks like trouble on a rainy day"

12) "He sees through the fence and he thinks i'm free- my brain and his chain look the same to me"

13) "now that i have found someone I'm feeling more alone than i ever have before"

14) "went to school and i was very nervous, no one knew me no one knew me, hello teacher tell me what's my lesson, look right through me"

15) "do you believe we are all inately good, do you think that you would love me till tomorrow if you could"

16) "I don't know what it is, but you gotta do it- i don't know where to go, but you gotta be there- i don't know where to fall, but i know that it's comfortable there, i don't know where it is"

17) "Alice the world is full of ugly things that you can't change- pretend it's not that way, that's my idea of faith"

(did i already have that one last time?)



I got bored...maybe we'll just do 17 for now

I wanna go hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeee