Last dress rehearsal before Hello Dolly! And I'll say, BOY was it horrible!! We screwed up lines, props disappeared, things fell off (*cough...FEATHERS...cough*) and overall everyone was absolutely out of their element. SO, that means tomorrow night is going to go by without a stitch! I had the best conversation with Mrs. Gesterling today about college: She asked me why i didn't try out for American Idol and we started talking about disillusionment and hypocrisy, which lead into what I was doing after high school, and I was telling her about Ithaca. She said it sounded like I was going to have the time of my life, and I most definitely am! It just put me in the best mood because I was just recalling all the classes I sat in on and the stuff they were doing, and I most definitely wanted to jump in and join them. So college! But, I have this horrible feeling. Lara Supan, Diva At Large, only has 17 days left of her glory. Yes, I sound like a bitch but try to understand without surmising that my ego is going out the window for a second. This whole year has gone by where people knew who I was and people respected me and I was big ol' senior ya know? But in 2 days Dolly is over, and I only have 17 more days of actual school before I'm the scum on someone's shoe in college. I mean, yea I'm just going into a "way bigger pond" as my dad puts it, but I have to create a name for myself all over again. I have to pay my dues in chorus and tech all over again! And plus, I'm going to miss SO MANY PEOPLE. Yall can smirk or whatever cuz I hang out with the freshman, but I love them! They're the best company. At least i'll know where to find them next year. And all the seniors- GOD WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITHOUT CHRISTINA AND PAM. The past couple weeks have been really busy and I've about died because Christina and Pam haven't been over here once. What am I going to do when Pam is a 5 hour drive away, and Christina is a 3 hour FLIGHT away?! I'm going to go insane I tell you. Well, that's my crazyness for the day, I'll just make the best of my last 17 days and this summer! I don't think anything else much happened today. I'm not really doing anything productive in school anymore. I should just not come. Yea, that would be great. I had a funny conversation with Mr. Frezzo today- about me knowing him as well as he does. That's some good stuff. Ben Floyd is the cutest guy ever! I filled out this survey thing about me from an email I got (because I hadn't gotten one in over 3 years) and he filled it out just for me and sent it back! He's coming to see Dolly tomorrow, I'm excited. Oh, dude, I SCREAMED at Garrett today. Just couldn't take it any more. I walk out of the dressing room to find him about to crash into this set piece and break it. He climbs on shit ALL the time and comes very close to breaking things more often then not. I yelled and yelled and yelled and then went and complained to Ms. Krebs, cuz he's really damn distracting backstage. So Garrett got yelled at like 5 different times today, but I'm not saying he didn't deserve it. Okay, time for Inside Jokes

*"I wouldn't wanna give birth to THAT baby"
*"....I RESPECT YOU.....I RESPECT YOU"
*"Before I said 'look at my rack- now i say look at my ROCK"

HELLO DOLLY TIME BABYYYYYYY

Okay, today was a much better day. Senior Banquet was tonight! Soooo much fun! I got the Most Talented superlative, and am very honored to follow in Cara and Sherry's legacy ;). It was fun to dance and eat and stuff...although ya know, I must dance like a FOOL because a) nobody ever wants to dance with me, and b) no one ever says "yea, go Lara!" as they do with every single one of my friends. So yea, I dunno, white girl ain't got no moves. Yes, RMT called yesterday, and NO, I am not going to be in the cast. Oh well, none of us made it. So I'm up and over that. Today I learned the waiter's gallop!!! Talk about best time EVER! I make such a good waiter. And Emily and I are the BOMB at cartwheeling across the stage- here's what we've decided. Kainoa will now be Mrs. Rose, Bill will be Dolly and Emily and I will take our well deserved places as the best damn waiters in the bunch. We also played this game with chairs and running and all that until Pouya lost and instead of just being cool about it ran away with the chair. And so the game ended. It was actually really damn funny. Needless to say today's rehearsal was the best one I've ever been to! So that was fun. Okay, tired as shit, here's the inside jokes.

*2 words- GHETTO PRINCESS
*Dena- "dude, that girl in that car was staring at us...wait that girl is wearing a tux- wait, it's a GUY"
*Mateo and his french horn. Loooordy lordy lordy
*speaking of Mateo- "Anytime! If you're ever cold, ya know, just let me know, just let me know I'll give you my jacket. No I promise, anytime...."
*Crystal- "OH WAIT i'm an ALTO on this one..."

yea i don't remember anything else, especially at this hour. OH YEA, CHECK IT-

AP EXAM SCHEDULE

May 5th- first exam. AP Lit
May 7th- AP music theory
BREAK (in which, yes folks, i don't have to go to ONE day of school in)
May 22nd- AP Stat followed by IB Music

Now tell me you're not jealous ;)

Bad days suck like hell. Especially when they're all over the map, and you have the good points of the day, and the bad points of the day, and then they all kinda just merge together into a feeling of absolute abiguity. So that was my day today. Best way to describe it? Absolute DAY. That's it. STILL haven't been called about Jesus Christ Superstar. But i'm thinkin about doing Hello Dolly for Summer Dinner Theatre. That would totally rock my socks. Why do I get in the craziest conversations with the randomest people?! I just got into this convo with my friend Jon from MCYC about my lack of attractiveness. Well, everything happens for a reason right? He says i'd make a great couple with one of his friends. Good stuff- day's getting better by the minute. Now if RMT would just fricken call. Crystal got a call. Bill hasn't. I haven't. Don't know about Kelly. Well it's late and i think i'm gonna let this day get it's rest because tomorrow's gonna be better. More nothing to do in school, more "noodling around" in drama. I hope I remember all the stuff for drama. Today was such a weird day. It's probly cuz i'm back in school after spring break. Did I mention that I got my prom dress! YESSSS!!!! GREAT stuff. And Mara looks more than stunning in hers. Time for inside jokes....

*Opera Seria had run it's course
*Mahler....Incest....Debussy
*Ben, with the chipmunk, with the running and the donuts...
*Dena- "and then he called me an- WHOA, HI Jeff- that was creepy"
*Emily- they're ALL gay, every single last one of them.

Let me say, I just can't wait for Tom- I mean, college- I mean, TOM. Oh thank god for reasonable caring sensative men...who may or may not be gay. UGH

more to come-
Lara