well if you don't wanna talk to me, so be it. I'm stronger than that. MY PARENTS JUST BOUGHT A 2003 TOYOTA MATRIX!!!!! It's used, but amazing nonetheless! I can't BELIEVE my parents did it! We just bought a new couch too, and my parents are getting me a cell phone. I don't know what's come over them but i'm liking it. I went out to dinner tonight with Pam and Christina, and before that Mehrnoush came over and we had a good time talking and all that. It was a really enjoyable day. The first part of it wasn't exactly pleasant but it was definitely made up for. Tamarinds is the best place ever! Emily you and I still need to go! I'm not forgetting, we'll do that this week sometime k? oh SHIT i didn't call you. Holy fuck, I will call you tomorrow. I completely forgot. Look I'm writing it on my hand. look look! Okay, and guys, just IM me or email me if you wanna get together and do stuff, I'm free all next week! It's actually really great being out of school, cuz I can hang out with all my friends when all the rest of you (sorry..hehehe...but it's true) are still in school! MWUAH to you all tho, you know I love you. And I really do wanna see yall drama folk a few more times since I was rather antisocial at the drama picnic. Gimme a ring :)

-Lara

i don't regret what I had posted. Bill, I'm doing this for you. It's gone, look, I'm gonna deal with it differently. I haven't changed my opinion, but I'll deal with it privately. I don't know what else to say. I feel like I've been punched in the stomach. You got me. I can't even breathe right. I can't eat anything. I'm not kidding. I'm so shocked that I don't even know what to do with myself. All I can do is stare at a computer screen. I don't feel like doing anything else. I don't think i'd be able to concentrate. I never thought you'd hurt me like this bill. I never thought you were capable of it. I was wrong

X2!!!! wooooooooo...I'm tired. I saw X2 at the UPTOWN baby! The best place ever. So I have a question- do you all think I should give up the vegetarian thing? I don't know why i'm keeping it up- it's not moral standings or anything. I think I was just doing it because I thought it was cool in 6th grade...so why should I give up stuff like bacon and hamburgers? Okay I have to go to a scholarship, I might/might not write more later. Depending.

Oh my god this damn stat project is driving me insane. Finally she's on to the assessment. Oh lord. It took such a long time. And she doesn't understand any of it anyway- why bother?! lordy lordy lordy. She's really frusterated too. She doesn't know how to work a graphing calculator- I had to write out all of the commands.I think it was the first time i've actually heard my mom say "Fuck it, this is bullshit." Ummm, I guess I'm not gonna be a stat teacher when i grow up! Yes, so, thank god I don't have anything else to do in that class. But it's kind of pointless for me to be doing this project now anyways, because I've already taken the stat test. I really don't wanna go to stupid school anymore and take stupid exams just so I can go to college and- oh wait, SING AND DANCE. Yea I'm really gonna need to know about inferential statistics when I'm trying to figure out the subtext of a character. Somehow I don't see how it all works in. Sorry, just a little frusterated. But it's almost over! I don't have to do anything else with the project, I already filled out the response and everything so now all I have to do is wait for my mom to break down in tears when she can't figure out how to do the test. I gave her all the notes, it's now an open note test- WITH a formula sheet. WITH the commands for the calculator. WITH all the hints I could possibly give without just all and all telling her what to do. I need to do something with the rest of my day. Oh wait, WHAT rest of the day. What a stupid day. It's 8:35 and I haven't been outside for more than 5 minutes. And I have to do my english journal. WHY do I have to do my english journal?! I was excused absent for every day except for the day it was due, but Mr. McKenna told me I had to do it anyway. What bullshit is that? I haven't finished my book, I still have 400 pages to go. Why the hell did I pick a 600 page book to read when I had a choice to read one that was only 200 pages?! I mean, I've read more than 200 pages of my book, so basically if I had picked an easier book I wouldn't have screwed myself over. WAY TO GO LARA that's some SMART thinkin there. And I hope Funny Honey will be okay for tomorrow, I've been practicing but it's the first time that Barry and Seth and I have gotten together to do it, and David hasn't even tried it out yet. And it's tomorrow! Alright, Lara's calm. Lara's breathing. Lara's not gonna write anymore.

INSIDE JOKE-
*Jim- "So how's Pat? And Tertina? When's graduation? On a Monday? Oh, homework? THROW IT IN THE TRASH. Okay I'll let you do your homework, I'll tell Carol you said hi."
UGHHHHHH

okay so I have no idea how to add comments to this damn site, stupid stupid site. So anyways, continuing posts as usual until I can find someone to show me how to add comments. I'm in a weird mood today. It's not a bad one, just kinda hyper and giddy- i need to get outta the house! Im having a rehearsal for my song for senior rec in about..ohh...9 minutes that people should be showing up for about...ohh...now. But no one's here yet. I think i'm gonna go, i'll post more later. Oh yea sorry Bill for giving you a hard time about watching Lifetime...heheh...oh sorry. Ehem. I wasn't laughing. And no, you don't watch Oprah. Thank god.

no dammit dammit dammit i give up i'm going to bed

is it better NOW?!

dude i don't know what i'm doing

did it WORK!?

I'm so tired. I don't know why the hell i'm up at this hour, but I am. I think I might ACTUALLY be half asleep. I'm going to figure out how to add comments to my site, i'll post later.