wow, these results are interesting....keep taking it people!!!

oh, and check this too- although I actually don't agree with what it says:

Your Brain Usage Profile:
Auditory : 50%
Visual : 50%
Left : 62%
Right : 37%

Your tendency to be organized and logical and attend to details is reasonably well-established which should afford you success regardless of your chosen field of endeavor, unless it requires total spontaneity and ability to improvise, your weaker traits.

does that sound like me at ALL?! nooooooooo...well if you guys wanna take it anyway go here

Okay guys, this is it- I want to know what you REALLY think of me. You see this ? This is a link to "The Blunt Truth" poll, just answer the questions, i won't know who said what, I only get results. I think this is a really cool idea, cuz I've always really wanted to know what people think of me. So PLEEEEEASE if you're reading this right now, take the time to go there because it'll only take you like 2 seconds. Tell anyone you know who knows me to take it. Now please don't take it if you don't know me... ;) but yea, thanks to all for your honesty, i look forward to seeing the results. :)

-Lara

Ahhhh spiritual enlightenment, there's nothing like it. I had 4 of my classes today, and they were very beneficial to me, I really enjoyed them. Took one on developing my physic mediumship, which I'm sure none of you understand what that means, if you do I'm proud of you, and numerology (yeaaa, cool shit)...ancestral lines cleaning (another one I'd be surprised if you knew about...no offense or anything, i think like one half a percent of the world knows what that is) and Soul Mates. Not like everyone pictures them- Soul Mates are actually extremely different. And you have more than one. Pretty cool stuff, let me tell you. Okay so I'm not going to go into a rant about soul mates and spiritual growth and the meaning of life and such, although I have contemplated all of that today :). Tomorrow, more classes. Sunday....more classes. Monday, I'll be SPIRITUALLY ENLIGHTENED :) I'm definitely the youngest one there by far. It was really funny because this lady who was teaching the ancestral cleaning class was talking about how she used to be a high school chorus teacher and how she gave that up to become a Shaman (spiritual master of sorts). She made the comment "I had to give up teaching a high school because I just imagined the kids faces when I showed up in ritual garments ready to preach about metaphysics"....and then she looked at me....and got a little confused as to why i was there. But okay, that's enough typing for right now, I think i'm going to go to bed shortly because I have to get up at 6:15 tomorrow morning. That didn't happen this morning, I slept through my first class on purpose, just didn't have enough energy to get up. OH! I got lost in DC today! OMG i'm NEVER gonna do that again. I swear. It wasn't as bad as New York but I didn't like it. Okay, i'll write more tomorrow. LEAVE COMMENTS PEOPLE!

-Lara

I'm back from New Jersey, I had so much fun, again. I helped out with Adam's production of Chess, I painted this bridge thing! And I'm SO proud ;). I got to paint it grey, and managed to get paint ALL OVER myself. Then I got to watch the rehearsal, and they're definitely doing a commendable job with that musical, it's SO difficult. Stayed up till 2:30 talking to Adam about stuff at his house, slept till around 9 and then couldn't go back to bed. Adam was a bum and slept till noon. Haha, that kid has been SO overworked it's not even funny. He told me I could wake him up if I wanted to but he needed sleep so badly i didn't dare impend! Mmmm i still have paint on my finger nail. They open tomorrow, I think it'll be an entertaining show. I really miss being in New Jersey all ready. It's so great to be on your own time, just driving up there on a whim to hang out with someone i really enjoy spending time with- and his family too! I mean I LOVE his sister and mother! They are so amazingly cool and fun to hang out with. I wanna go live there now, I swear. If I could just take all of you with me ;). I think people like Adam are the reason I'm not totally flipping out and crying every night about leaving here. Because I'm going to miss you all so much, but i've actually found out that there are wonderful people that are gonna be at Ithaca too! Ah good times, good times. Well I'm going to bed now, I'm really tired, I just finished driving 5 hours home when just yesterday I drove 5 hours there. And the funniest part is I love the drive as much as the trip! THE DRIVE IS SO WONDERFUL!!!! It's gorgeous, and I'm by myself, and I can blast the music and dance around in the car and talk to myself and NO ONE cares! Because NO ONE knows me! It's the best feeling. And I'm just Ms. Popular with my cell phone now, even though I know it's a really bad idea to drive and talk on the cell phone. But I'm careful with it. Okay, i'm going to bed, glad to be back I guess- but it's less than a month till i'm gone. For good. OMG. UGH. If any of you want to see Ms. Lara before she goes off into never never land and becomes a real college student give me a call and I'll save some time for you. I really am going to miss you all SO much

-Lara

Driving in the morning. I'm so damn tired. Did lots today. Do you guys REALLY care to hear about it?!

I just made THE best CD ever...if you feel like moping around the house. haha, it's really good tho, it's this CD i've had plans to make for a really long time with all the pretty stuff that I like listening to. Christina, Pam and I made the first of 2 beach cd's today, Christina is OVERLY hyper about the beach. I mean, yea it's gonna be a lot of fun i'll definitely give it that. In a month and 1 day i'm gone. Insane? Yes. Very insane. This sophomore Auri IMed me tonight, she's an MT major at Ithaca. There's this song called "The End of Summer" by Dar Williams that just sings the situation that's going on right now. And also this song (also by Dar Williams) called "The Babysitter's Here"...which I LOVE because I hope Phoebe and Kyla look at me that way. Mmmm, music. I biked today. That was fun. And saw Mehrnoush, we had lunch. I got the pictures developed, but you knew that already. I forgot how good Barenaked Ladies are. :) I'm way too tired to think straight...yea

-Lara

heeeeeere's Adam! And his pool too...sorry the picture isn't the best quality but the villagephotos thing doesn't let me upload big files...


well dammit i'll try to put the pool picture up later, village photos is going kooky. Let me know what you think of Adam!

-Lara

Hey guys, wanna take a cool quiz? This quiz is about Christina Pam and I, and it's challenging, I assure you. So check it out here. Yall have a good day, i'll write more later

Roanoke was...well...kind of boring to tell you the truth. Things have changed since I was there last, and plus I didn't get to go to most of the classes because they were charging for them this year and we really didn't have the money. I'm spending loads of money next week on Rainbow Weekend so we decided not to spend much money at the retreat. For all of you that are scoffing at the name "Rainbow Weekend" it's just an event held at the metaphysical church in Arlington where you can take classes on metaphysical stuff. It's a lot of fun, and I learn a lot whenever I go. I'm so tired, I stayed up late the past few nights sitting on the swing they have at Roanoke and talking to my friends on my coo ass cell phone that has free weekends! :) I'm definitely getting my money's worth. I really don't like being at home any more. I like being away, driving, visiting places, doing things I don't normally do. It's a nice life. I had some major revelations, or questions that weren't answered rather, while I was at Roanoke. Stuff about religion and the way people perceive the world, etc. I wrote a 14 page diary entry. That should be entertaining for anyone who wants to read it....anyways I've been reading Mrs. Dalloway and it's really frusterating sometimes because I can just FEEL things going over my head. It's SUCH a hard read and I have to read sentences 3 or 4 times before I take in the full meaning, and even then I can't take in everything because it's just too overwhelming. It's one of those books that you have to read like 5 times before you even start to comprehend the more than surface intentions. Yes. That's really all I have to say for right now, I miss talking to everyone and I hope that we can get together because I'm leaving for college in a month and 3 days. A MONTH AND 3 DAYS!!!!!! WOOOOOOO

-Lara